“All of me…”

by DanWolgemuth on November 13, 2026

“Doubt is not at odds with faith; irony or cruelty does not cancel out beauty or truth. God knows all of me, including the darkest parts. Sometimes I can even see heaven easier for the clouds than for the perfect blue. And he loves me still?”

These words from Surprised by Oxford jumped off the page like an unwelcome intruder. Just days before, in a paced and calibrated read through the book of Revelation I read the words of Jesus through the pen of John with particular and uncharacteristic engagement. Like the words written by Carolyn Weber, I was unintentionally arrested by two very basic words.

Sometimes it takes a large passage, or a complete chapter, or even an entire book of the Bible to surround my thoughts, but not this passage. Not these words. Just two of them… and they aligned in uncanny synchrony with page 255 in the Weber memoir.

Two words that invite scrutiny, and then, a host of other reactions and actions.

The words… “I know…”

Jesus, in a personalized note to seven churches, prefaces each evaluation with those two words. I KNOW.

Then, again, with mortal amplification, Weber writes… “God knows all of me.”

Not in an academic or exploratory way, but in a transcendent and pursuing way. “I know”.

Even as I write these two words… five simple letters, I realize the significance of inflection, of tone, of emphasis. And yet, even with the inferred inflection, the meaning and significance remain untainted.

In pain, and anguish. In grief, and fear… “I know.”

In naïve secrecy. In hidden addiction… “I know.”

In helpless plea. In desperate appeal… “I know.”

In reckless dismissal. In arrogant disregard… “I know.”

In unspoken doubt. In fear of discovery… “I know.”

In worship. In selfless generosity… “I know.”

Nothing concealed. Nothing overlooked.

God knows.

Everything.

Fatigued, we do our best to conceal. Our foolishness is no match for His relentless love.

There is no discovery that disqualifies, no revelation that surprises.

“I know.”

He does.

Knowledge that liberates when confessed honestly. Our acknowledgment finally aligning with His knowing. Knowledge that humbles. Agreement that unlocks the chains of shame.

He is no star struck lover. His love is informed. His compassion is anchored in a full awareness.

His knowledge neither accommodates our sin nor obliterates the sinner.

While we were still sinners. While we are still sinners, Christ died for us.

He knew, and yet He died.

He knew, and yet He left the other 99.

He knew, and yet He loved.

God knows all of me, including the darkest parts.

Grace upon grace. Truth without compromise.

“I know…”

“And he loves me still?”

Indeed, He loves me still!

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“Numb to the Nudge”

by DanWolgemuth on October 30, 2026

I attended my first Youth For Christ conference at the age of two months.

It’s true.

At the end of June 1955, the annual Winona Lake Youth For Christ conference began. And I was there.

In fairness, my parents facilitated this participation, bringing along my twin sister and our four older siblings.

What followed was an annual pilgrimage to rural Indiana – two weeks each summer, always encompassing the Fourth of July.

For the next 18 years.

The impact of those two weeks at Winona Lake each year cannot be overstated. Youth For Christ was itself a teenager. Energetic. Enthusiastic. Unrestrained in its passion for introducing young people to Jesus.

Young, passionate, and vibrant communicators took the stage each evening to share the beautiful message of Jesus with thousands of people, primarily young attendees.

Winona Lake was my first experience of sensing the Holy Spirit stirring in my soul.

I was very young when this happened. Not two months young, but certainly in my single-digit years. The life-altering message of Jesus—His power and His grace—landed on a young, receptive soul.

And I was touched. Moved. Shaped.

I remember walking out of the Billy Sunday Tabernacle, my mother’s hand enveloping mine, with tears welling up in my eyes as I considered the vastness of God’s love.

The tears often lasted long enough for us to make it to the ice cream line at Eskimo Inn.

Then a prevailing joy.

The quickening power and presence of the Holy Spirit, wooing me to Jesus. Shaping my heart while it was pliable. His gentle whispers resonating in my soul.

Even in that vast auditorium without air-conditioning, where the oppressive heat and humidity of an Indiana summer settled over thousands of people, the Spirit moved.

Even with sawdust floors and unforgiving wooden benches, the Spirit moved.

I suspect many of you know exactly what I’m describing. That unmistakable sense that God is reaching deep into your being with a message He doesn’t want you to ignore.

A light in the darkness.

The beckoning of a faithful and relentless Shepherd.

But here’s what has become increasingly clear to me.

The Holy Spirit was never confined to Winona Lake. Never restricted to the 1950s or 1960s. The same Spirit who stirred my young heart is still stirring hearts today.

Unfortunately, many of us have grown numb to the nudge. Deaf to the whisper.

We dismiss without considering. The clutter of life has crowded out our attentiveness to the Spirit of God.

And I confess that the older I’ve become, the easier it has been to confuse familiarity with attentiveness.

His voice hasn’t been silenced.

We’ve simply stopped listening.

Jesus made a remarkable promise to His disciples:

“The Friend, the Holy Spirit whom the Father will send at my request, will make everything plain to you. He will remind you of all the things I have told you.” (John 14:26, MSG)

The promise of His presence wasn’t limited to a generation. Or a geography. Or a gathering.

It was a promise for then.

And for now.

Now is the time. For me. For you. For us.

To listen. To reflect. To respond. To obey.

Those old invitation hymns still echo in my memory.

Softly and tenderly.

Just as I am.

But the invitation isn’t an echo from the past. It’s a call for today.

Now.

“Speak, Lord. I’m listening.”

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“Enough. Seriously. Enough!”

October 16, 2026

As a young boy, I distinctly remember how suspiciously my father viewed our freshly acquired television. It was an untested and not entirely trustworthy guest in our home. It “lived” in our basement. As his tolerance began to increase, rules of engagement began to emerge. One was particularly memorable. When an advertisement for cigarettes aired, […]

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“A Like Above All Other Likes”

October 2, 2026

The appearance pressure on women is nearly suffocating. Absolutely exhausting. From teenagers to senior citizens, the quest for aesthetics is a relentless treadmill. An unachievable objective. Even within Christian circles, there have been long standing and passionate debates related to women that involve clothing, hair, jewelry, and yes, roles and responsibilities. In fact, I grew […]

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“The Test”

September 18, 2026

It was Graham’s turn to lead. Specifically, the Bible study that Graham, Desmond and I have every few weeks. The leadership rotation moves from Graham to Desmond, then back again. Eighteen months ago, we made the switch from “Pops” leading to the young men leading. And it’s been wonderful. Humbling really. Last week was a […]

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“But mostly it’s about…”

September 4, 2026

In August, our grandson Desmond turned 16 years old. I assure you, that’s a bit mind-blowing to his grandparents. With that said, this milestone tugged me back to one of my favorite Desmond moments from eleven years prior. The lesson worked then, and it works now… It was just about bedtime, but Desmond had a […]

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“Old Growth”

August 21, 2026

Today, I embarked on a lengthy hike along the Rogue River in Central Oregon. Honestly, I underestimated the beauty of this state. After all, I live in one of the prettiest states in the country. Colorado has it all: rugged landscapes, awe-inspiring views, and towering peaks—over 50 that rise above 14,000 feet. But Colorado is […]

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“Eavesdropping on a Conversation with God”

August 7, 2026

“In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance […]

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“Easier?”

July 24, 2026

In 1986, Greg LeMond became the first non-European cyclist to win the prestigious Tour de France. His accomplishment not only changed professional cycling – it inspired countless amateur cyclists as well.     During his career, LeMond was often asked whether cycling became easier as his conditioning improved and his equipment advanced. His response has […]

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“Wisdom, Not Weakness”

July 10, 2026

All 19 of us had gathered on Main Street in downtown Frisco, Colorado, after the annual Fourth of July parade. Pockets were filled with candy tossed our way during the event, and now it was time to sort out transportation back to our rental home while accommodating a variety of evolving plans. One vehicle would […]

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